Off camping next week!, Really need to speak to alice today, i'm meeeting her in costa at 4, I really need to forget mark but everytime i try it just makes me feel worse cause i don't want to have to try and forget him, i don't know if that makes sense?
I can't sleep anymore - another sleepless night lying awake but this time i spent most of it crying, Mark still hasn't replied to the email but i doubt he will in the end, but it won't be too bad cause i'm not expecting it, i got out my old steps album last night (I'm so cool see!! :P) But i couldn't listen to it, anyone ever noticed how most of their songs seem to be about breaking up?? its actually really depressing and i kinda hammered my laptop, then started drinking lemonade at 3ish as a snack, cause i don't eat, i don't like food, it's disgusting and really kinda bloating, i can normally only have a few bites but don't get me wrong i get calories from the 1 or 2 glasses of cranberry juice i drink a day. Have you ever heard of a song called 'canopies and grapes' by Emmy the great?? I recommend it i really do, it's just so unique to most other songs and i love it anyway, i really love the lyrics, if you have the time i recommend you listen to it xx